♥ Monday, November 1, 2010
You're breaking your promise so freaking bad . Don't jokes nor kidding with me . I cant really can play with you . I mean . That jokes . I cant even encourage myself to get up from the worst . So anyone help me ? everyone save me ? Someone rescue me ? I'M just need a hug when I'm run into trouble . Is that hard ? Is that impossible ? I'm no shock because I knew that is a things will hapen in later . But , I never know that was too fast to happen and .. what .. ever ..
You din't tell me anything and you just leave me alone ? I know that's non of your buisness . So why last time you wanna add my facebook , come facebook chat with me , take my msn , take my phone number . That all I dint blame you and impossible to blame you . Cuz , Everyone will do that even they're a normal friend . However , Why you everynight sms me ?! Dont you tell me you just too bored ?! Dont you say you just kidding with me because you're too playful ?! any any reason larh . I'm feel exhaust of that feelings . hurt . I thought I can stay strong always and always . but that's wrong . That's an ERROR . The MISTAKE that I had did . All of the sudden . I cant really bear the frustration that infront of me . So finally , congratulation . Not really happy to heard that . but I just cant do anything . if a sorry can make nothing . can you just say ?
I found a work , but my friend's dad don't really like . call her give up work that . However , I just want do well give my parents see . I'm ready to face the lonely . Is ready to alone . I will try . Seriously , I feel scare when alone . But I need to try . I know do till night 10pm go home by bus alone is a scary thing to me . Is need to brave ying . I know that is very danger but dad , I will take care of myself and try to learn something that i never learn before . Is too exhausted . really :'(

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